FirE LicKin HawT

TAHAHAHA.

It’s funny. I realised, blogs are incredibly multi-purpose. I mean, imagine ther’s this one chick who spilt all her thoughts into one diary, all her beautiful hopes and dreams~~ and when her boyfriend broke up with her, she completely destroyed the fucking book.

…later on she regretted, so she had an online diary, a permanent record of things, so that unrelated others can read it too, and she could channel thoughts in a better and happier way.

So people started blogging, writing their thoughts online.

NOW, it’s called a bitch hole

It’s when u open a blog, so that people who completely hate you ( because they either don’t have what u got, or, they…jus don’t look like you, or even a worm, for that matter of fact ) come to ur blog to poke disgusting and pathetic words at u in attempt to infuriate u.

I’m lucky this blog doesn’t have a tagboard bcos i know a lot of people reading this either hate me or they hate me. no mistake in the last line.

And it would be like world war 4,5,6 everyday.

So i’m lucky ppl onli bitch about me outside which i dun really care about. Time to get over other ppl’s mistakes and bads ( yes i admit ) …about time u realise ur not God n u can’t judge neither can u punish so jus shut the fuck up.

Owh look, now i’m bitching about bitches too, so i’m using it as a bitch hole.

U noe whose blog i’m talking about.

And u noe wad u wrote.

And u noe it’s gonna get u nowher becos u dun even wan to tell us who u are, FACTUALLY because u don’t want trouble to be focused on u, UNDENIABLY because u are afraid. So, get ur cibai ding dongs out of her blog.

Pathetic kiki lalas.

Woke up today at 6.30am.

I was goin to accompany mummy for her surgery

I dunno why I had to wake up so early; i lay half asleep watching "The Reaping" downstairs…. waiting for mum. I realised they have good movies at sum crazy head hour of the day. Wait wait wait.

I guess mummy was scared. I know she was scared becos she din have to dress up, she din have to use make up, she din have to.. do anything. And I know she woke up long bfore me. She came down looking pale wifout make up and didn’t say anything.

Then she became luan at the table, threw the tissue into her bag, take it out. Put it in, pause, take it out.

Me : haiz. u wan to take it o not? just! throw everythin in o smth i’ll carry it.

Mum : =/ no need *left everything on the table*

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Got to Kuching Specialist Hospital, and i nearly vomitted smelling the funny shit smell in the hospital :-

Me : eee.. it smells like baby milk bottles… blueeekk

Mum : It’s the hospital disinfectant

Me : *takes 2 steps back. 3 steps. 4.* breathes* =( over here oso got the smeeelll~~ *AAAAHHHHH* smells really like the baby milk bottle like wen u soak it u noeee.. bluek ah!

Mum : *stares at me* go outside. the operation theatre smells like this cos it’s sterile.

Me :  *stuffs mint into mouth to overcome nausea*

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I waited in the lounge with mummy’s shoes next to mine and her ralph laurens packed into a black bag on the couch next to me.

I saw an old man who was accompanying his wife for surgery.

He gave her a kiss, held her face, took her handbag, went over to the waiting lounge, sat in the closest seat to the OT ( operation theatre ).. and prayed. I was watching him. He prayed for a long time, and then he lowered his hands and held his wife’s bag, and shut his eyes. But i noe he wasn’t resting becos i saw his eyebrows creased and i saw his legs unrestfully quavering at times.

The nursery and conceiving ward was to my right hand side of the hall.

I saw heard busying in there; and then a guy with sexy tattoos all over his right arm came walking in with his parents; and later his friends came with flowers.

A rich man’s wife was giving birth. But I knew he was rich bcos we knew him. Nothing made him different from the less-rich man next to him, anxiously waiting for his wife’s delivery too.

It made me wonder what would happen wen i was about to give birth.

Would my husband drive me? Would he panic? Would IIII panic? Would i cry? Would it hurt? Would it hurt so bad I can’t take it? Would i pass out? Would i see my baby wen it first pops out into the world? Would my husband kiss me and love me the same? Would I still be the same? Would my husband call my parents, would they come, would Ollie noe, would it be here?     :/ so many questions. – no answers.

They say the girl who’s the most eager to marry will marry the last. The girl who has no love will believe stronger than any other. The girl who hates men will fall in love before her friends.

….i was the most eager to marry

Hmmm..

I wanted to see the babies in the baby bay but they pulled the curtains else it’ll disturb the little angels sleeping. Even wen i pressed my face against the glass to peep through the gap between the curtains, i couldn’t see anything :/

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We accompanied mummy to her room; i watched 4 planes land while sitting on the end of her bed.. .the airport was jus a viewing distance from her window.

The nurse came and showed us the thingy they cut out *passes out*

Mummy actually opened her eyes to see it. Then we let the nurse send it to kl for screening or smth. Wen mum actually woke up for real, she got pissed at me and daddy for not taking pics of it. wtf.

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I came back and slept.

I slept onli for a while becos Ollie wantd to go kaya & toast.^^

Now it’s 8.37pm and i’m sleepy again.

Ollie’s coming over in a bit

yays~~            

                                       I’ve been tagged onnn….

                         click < here > to c-c-check it out~~

** A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

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** B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

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Quiz:

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1.  If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
– My lover? >>>> the man i love? then i would swallow all my tears and bury all my pride, and i would pretend i never found out. As long, as long, AS LONG, as he comes back to me. Sleep with 10 girls, come back to me, still means u dumped 10 girls and stuck with me. … if i can give friends second chances, then i can give the only man i love chance after chance; i give him a chance, i’m giving myself a chance too — to keep him.  I’d rather die inside, than face the fear of dying if he leaves me.

               
2.  If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
– I hook up with a fashion icon who checks out my stuff and tells me i can sell, puts my drawing into reality, puts the clothes on the runway, and puts me in my dream house in Bali on the coastline dat shelters my Fairlady 350z.

3.Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now?
– whys? do i look unhappy? are UUUU sad? ~~ i’m fine. i’m happy; probably not satisfied. I wan THIS THIS THIS THAT THAT THAT THIS AND THAT.

4.Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
– Nop. Tomorrow comes before you’re ready, it always catches u in ur sleep. U never know what might happen. Things can go wrong, good things may come. But all it takes is embracing it likeeee. u noe, surfing. I dunch noe wads coming, but i’m not lost. Stitch, is lost. 

5.What’s your ideal lover like?
– I’m not looking for someone. I’m looking for him. If u can expect to love sumone for everything good they have, then u shud expect to hate them for everything bad they are. U can’t measure love that way. Sometimes u find love in the least of people, in the worst of friends, in the most deceitful of men   :)     …but does it make a difference? Ideal is idealistic. Real is realistic. 

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(* but for the record I LOVE TALL BOYS IN SURF PANTS AND POLO TEES WITH THEIR COLLARS POPPED, HOT SHADES WITH EAR PIERCINGS, ATTITUDED, DRIVES, IS MORE ROMANTIC THAN ME, SMELLS LIKE HUGO BOSS/CALVIN KLEIN, AND EXERTS SEXY SUAVE STYLE LIKEEEEE ALEX TAN – becos i want a man with class and looks, becos i’m only human. "ideal"

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
– THE BIGGEST BLESSING, is to love and be loved :D  the most beautiful thing is to love someone, and the most happy thing is to have them return ur love.

[[ 'The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return' --Moulin Rouge ]]

7. What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
– It can’t be fixed. Neither can we fix wad boys can’t take about us. But i hate how boys need sex so damn much.

8.How far will you go for the one you love the most?
–  I’d cry for the longest nights, i’d put my pride not on wad i won’t do : BUT ON EVERYTHING I WOULD AND HAVE, FOR THE GUY I LOVE    :D  <3    …and wen it all falls down I would still fight, becos that is the only man i ever want, and there is only one way to prove my love, and it can only only come from me, wadever it is

9.Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
– Myself. To be completely honest. I took time to push anger away and seen things i’ve done. I’ve done a lot. I justify myself in every fight, but i see my fault in every fight too, and i feel bad. So i’m on the road to fixing myself. Apart from that i realised the best friend u can be makes u everyone’s friend, but not everyone’s best friend. So wen ur down and wen ur sad and wen ur crushed, go. ..just GO, to the back of the house and cry to the cat on the fence who doesn’t give a fuck and neither does ur neighbour hu wanks watching ur bedroom window.

10.What is your favorite fairytale of all time and why?
– Fairytale smairytale. Mebe Cinderella. I love her innocence, makes me feel like raping her. And wad else? I loved her dress. Did u noe Scarlett Johansen modelled as Cinderella for Disney?

** HRMMM, I TAGGG :

• gKho @ < d3sire.blogspot.com >
• VeRon @ < selfairy.blogspot.com >
• DoreEn @ < doreensmiles.blogspot.com >
• Sherry @ < loveydoveysherry.blogspot.com >
• anddd whoever else hu has nth to do cos my brain wen blank.

It’s like fucking 10.25pm only, i’m at home, bored, and untired becos i fell asleep from sadness like frm mornin til noon    =P

AND, i have NOTHING to do, …becos dis lousy piece of monkey poo internet is not connecting me.

Check it out..

Like everytime i log in ( which takes the time of like emptying my whole day’s intestines ) … it gets all fuckd up and i see nobady online.

OWH LOOK, INCLUDING ME.  I’m not online wen i’m signed into my own page. wtf.

Yeshh i added myself in msn so like i can see how my nick looks; but i can’t chat with myself. Ehe. That would be fun.

Next,..i see this cibai screen like every few seconds.

AND IT FUCKING DISCONNECTS MY LOVE LINE EVERYTIME I WAN TO TALK TO ALEX.

Nabeh.

I hate i hate i hate the stupid thing sumtimes.

Plus, i got kan by Ollie dis morning cos she say i’m the onli one she can’t connect to. But then I was chattin with other ppl.

How cibai.

AAARRGHHH.

Wad to do now?

shud go outside n play in the rain til i drop dead on the grass.

Everyday we meet new people, we see different people.. some get closer to us, some are forgotten. In life, they say friends come and go. But then they never actually leave.

If u were going to forget every significant or not person, ur life would be empty. Because we don’t always hang out people hu made it tru years and years with us. Close friends, best friends, good friends, real friends… they are all still friends and u can’t measure their goodness.

I have one good friend. He’s also a close friend. He’s also a real friend.

We don’t always talk 24/7 like we could in class.

We can’t see each other everyday and laugh like crazy monkey shits everyday. Anymore.

We can’t do the things we used to do all over again, we can only laugh about it.

We can’t cry over the things we talked about, we can only remember it.

But i know i can always always talk to u. I know u are always always there. I hope u noe i am always always here oso, STEVE TANG WAI.

We can’t play the way we used to, bt we can play even more.

Life’s tough for the both of us in different ways at the same time.

Why am i older than u by a month but u make me feel puny?

Sheesh;

U wanna talk about all the boys i’ve dated all the boys i’ve never, all the boys i know about, all the boys i’ve hated or loved?….THERE IS NO GUY WHO IS LIKE STEVE.

There’s no other Stevie no other beefie.

There’s no other guy hu can think so far, so deep.

Rmr our crazy bet in form 2? — between u and elsie and pei sze and bryant i tink. *secret* but for all the times together u got elsie a carved bracelet.

Rmr the time u pinched me in science class and that fucking science teaching bitch called ME a BITCH?!!

Rmr the time u n chiang pulled both my arms and started swinging them and Mdm Voon came in and said she doesn’t understand why Jillian holds hands with every boy?

Rmr the time u were throwing my sheep along the rails and it dropped?

Do u rmr, becos i do, that everytime i cry everytime i scream everytime i fall ( literally ) despite the fact that i laugh later despite the fact that it’s funny, ur always the first to ask if i’m okay OR insist that IT’S OKAY!!!

HAHAHAHA.

I have a photo of Kelvin Chai and u in form 2.

I rmr all the crazy crap we talk about everyday at school. And laughed about. I rmr u used to spin my head in circles. I dun understand how dat is fun. But as long as it makes u laugh.

Teehee.

Ur 20 years old today Steve, and today i’ve known u for 18 years :)   And i can’t seem to think of anything bad to hate u for.

Thanks for all the tears u stopped before.

Thanks for all the happie as fuck games that is too crazy for ppl to imagine.

U lost my lunch thermos cap, dun think i forgot.. wen u wer playing "hide n seek ur stuff" . Cibai ah.

HAHAHA.

I love u Stevie. 

I love u the way u are, but u don’t have to stay the complete same. Sometimes time and places and people make ppl change. Just stay close, always stay close so i never lose u.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVE, I HOPE TODAY WEN UR 20 UR HAPPY WITH HOW FAR U’VE WALKED SINCE U STARTED WALKING. I HOPE UR PROUD OF THE PAIN. I HOPE UR STRONG BECAUSE OF ALL THE MILESTONES. I HOPE UR GLAD FOR EVERY SINGLE DAY. Good or bad, we all end up laughing wen it’s over.

Happy birthday again.

I hope u bother to read all the words.

xoxo

SO yesterday was Patrina ( my sexiest babe )’s 20th birthday.

Her suite bash is @ Merdeka Palace tonight, buttttt~~~ i’m so sorry hun, i can’t make it!   

But it’s okie rite becos i partied with you the night of ur birthdaaayyy~~!! AT SOHO!! weehoo~~ …and along came my eng tao kia number 1.. 

           p/s : are u like staring at Steph and her short hair?

…teehee, dun let it fool ya! her hair drops halfway down her back, but becos of her awesomama hair styling skills, she managed to pull of this "short hair" :)   it’s cute.

Speaking of hair, my fucking hair better grow faster. I’m starting to feel man. I think pubic hair grows faster than my damn hair. I think cos it’s too damaged. -*toot*- ah.

Check it outtt~~ she really looks like she has short hair.

BECOS i knew i was gonna see him last night, Ollie psychoed me into thinking straight hair is hot. SO had straight hair. Check out my profile pics

Cake from Adrick [ Taiwan Cake House ].

Teehee^^

So happie the weewee~~

PATRINA,

Wishing u all the happy days of sexy fun til ur next birthday wish!! and i hope ur wishes come true becos u made one of mine come true last night     

SO, as y’all noeee… -or not-, the Miss Sarawak Model of The World event & Sarawak Top Model of The World finale took place last Saturday

As you ALSO noe, i was biasly hardcorely supporting my babe, Amelia Chong, in the running towards becoming Miss Sarawak 2008.

Sexy and 17 years old, Miss Amelia Chong is your 2nd runner up for Miss Sarawak 2008!!!

( for more photos, profile, and …so much more, …)

>> check her out : Amelia’s Friendster

Her sister, Miss Adelaide Chong/Mrs. Barz!ng, is your winner for SARAWAK TOP MODEL OF THE WORLD.

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Owh yeah.

Have u ever felt so sorry and pathetic for ppl hu have no life and they think they rule the world frm their small little room which is like, not even, connected to the world?

This is jus a so-you-know thing for all ya ladies out there.

                                   Woh, do u fink he’s handsome?

*btw i feel so sorry for this guy hu’s photo’s been stolen**

He claims his name is "Venom".

*pause* okay, nvm. I understand sum ppl have dodgy names, like "Fish".

Holler to all tha haters out der : if u wanna bring a girl down, or …wadever it is weird ppl do, dun mess around with her frens cos it destroys everything.

A week ago, Venom added Ollie in friendster, and later msn.

>> Conversation is as follows.

If ur wondering about the last part, Ollie suddenly had a pang of suspicion that Venom was a faker; she wanted to see hu was on the other end.

After the last line, that was the end of the first conversation.

In the next conversation, Venom completely forgot everything he had asked. He even forgot Ollie had a bf, and where she said he was. Isn’t that jus the weirdest thing?

After that was Steph’s turn.

Steph takes no shit frm ppl, so i guess she went straight to the point. I missed out the line wher he asked her to go to his house.

Next he added me.

I had the fun of being the last, since i knew all the previous convos, andddd… Ollie and Steph so coincidentally wer at my house while we wer chatting.

SO GIRLS,

if < teck-84@hotmail.com > adds u on msn..

OR < pRiNce > adds u in Friendster, u know his lines!

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He later on chatted to Ollie and shot at her "HAHA. I KNOW HOW U STEPH AND JILLIAN ALL LOOK LIKE. U STILL DUNNO HOW I LOOK LIKE."

we dun wan to noe anyway. hot ppl dun do shit like this.

*sighs* … =( * "i’m a glummybumbum" *

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Going to Mulu tomorrow.

Of all places, it’s gotta be Mulu. Instead of Bali, instead of Balikpapan, instead of ..Bangkok…i’ll be even happier milking mooses or meese or wadever u call those things, in Mongolia. Cibai.

The thing bout Mulu ( FOR 7 DAYS )

I’LL TELL YOU!

1.-  N-O ASTRO = N-O MTV …so i have like an average of 4 to 5 free hours per day ( x7 days ) and during this times i gotta look for sumthing else to do cos i can’t squeeze any fun out of the fcking satelite. Damnit.

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2.- There MIGHT be no DiGi reception at certain times of the day. Wtf. Like wad IF, i’m in my last moments of life becos a crocodile jus ate me and half my body came off …then like this i can’t even make a fcking last phone call to Ollie to cry and give my last sad words and my oral will ( nt that i have any money to pass down or ard ) . *FEELS SUPER SAD FOR MYSELF*

…or, like.. MAYBE, … i’m like LOST, and everyone around me mysteriously disappears …in the cold hot jungle sumhow,…den i can’t even make a fcking call to Ollie to ask her to call the police number dat’s on her kitchen whiteboard.

…or MAYBEE, i like, fell into a big black hole in the cave and my leg broke off cos i hit a stalagtite, and i have my damn phone in my hand, and i open it with trembling bleeding hands to call for Ollie for help and the thing comes out like cibai "NO RECEPTION". OMG!!! *breaks down and cry*

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3.- I can’t stay in a place with no urban familiarities, I.WILL.DIE. = bat shits, more bat shits, rock climbing, ..and surrounded by weird animals dat probably dun give an f about u and u gotta watch it for like hours?!! AAAHH!!!

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4.- My dad is in a fcked up mood. My mum is on a stress streak. My bro is…stupid. This is NOT gonna be fun. HOW?! HOW to have fun, i can’t imagine gettin tru 7 days around people hu dun wan ppl ard them!! ( i jus got kan-ed for smth i din even noe i DID! ) I mean, check it out, my dad has serious anger management issues, his past Anger Management counsellors all probably died trying therapying him. Ugh.

*SCREEAAAMMMM~~~~* *breathebreathebreathe*pause* AT THE TOP OF UR LUNGS, EVERYBADY’S FEELIN ITTT~~~ ( Scream - Timbaland, Nicole Scherzinger, Keri Hilson )

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OMG. and I heard, THERE ARE NO CHINESE BOYS DER, onli ang mo ones.

>> and i heard they are gonna put us 300 feet in the air on the canopy walk; i asked if we can take photos, and they sed u CAN, as in ALLOWED, but quite and majorly dangerous cos the whole damn rope will swing and tilt and it makes u feel like ur gonna fall 300 feet below and another 6 into the core.  *dies bfore flight*

WHYY?!!!

WHYYYYY?!!!!!~!!!!! *BREAKS DOWN AND CRIES*

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- So like if u STILL don’t get why i’m going to Mulu, my parents are doing photography. My dad knows the Park manager, Bill Clark and we so luckily are spared one chalet in the vast jungles of sumwher near Miri. SO it’s a photography trip. FOR them. For me they jus wanna punish me u noe for being so bitchy and spoilt.

I hope i come back alive.

( to top my wonderful mood, my com is sotted. So i called Gavin and he’s taken my com away. This is so happy, i can’t even showed u the photos i edited for Steph. )

**before any post else ( abt eng tao kias & soho ), i logged on this morning to findd..

…i’ve been tagged number 2* on V e r o n’s blog @ < selfairy.blogspot.com >

starting time :  8.08pm ( like 10 hours after i read the tag lazily )
name :  Jillian Adeline Lim Hsu Yen
brother : is annoying -.-    quantity = 1
sister :  dunch have. sumtimes bro is a sister - ain’t losin nth. *shrugs*
shoe size:  6 ( means i have like a small-average dick if i was a guy )
height :  160 fucking cm.
where do you live :  Kuching. It’s at the butt of the island.
favourite drinks :  White Caramel [ Tao ], Raspberry Mint [ Seattle ], Caramel Cream [ Starbucks ]
favourite breakfast :  steaky bacon, hash browns, baked beans, & vanilla tea.
have you ever been on a plane :  Air Asia; "Now EVERYONE can fly"  means YOU.
swam in the ocean :  naked. WOOHOO! not yet, i’ll save my ocean virginity for like Bali.
fall asleep in school :  difficult =/
broken someone’s heart :  i think so, but someone broke mine back.
fell off your chair :  and off the school stairs and rolled into the foyer. wher was my bag?
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call :  yes. but i’m smarter now. i call boys.
saved emails :  eww? like no.
what is your room like :  sexy. it’s like blue. film. HAHAH. but seriously, it’s blue and has lame animals near the ceiling.
what’s right beside you :  the other com, the phone, and a horse. wtf ^^
what is the last thing you ate :  DINNER!! — rice, lamb stew, cabbage, and soup.
ever had chicken pox :  i got it on my face *points straight at it and poke*scratch*
sorethroat :  sucks my Ken barbie’s cock. it’s worst than fever. 
stitches :  not yet. I’m scared. Dun scare me.
broken nose :  HAHA. nope.
do you believe in love at first sight :  yes because i’m crazy.
like picnics :  yesh, but nobodee wans to go with me =(
who was the last person you dance with :  i dunno him. 
last made you smile :  myself, because i CAN DO MATHS!
you last yelled at :  Leo, sorry boy. A bit la, out of, u noe, frustration.

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today did you…

talk to someone you like :   i like Ollie. and i talked to her   :) HAHAHA. so i did.
kissed anyone :  no. and yesterday oso no. and even at soho, no. aww.  pouts for a kiss*
get sick :   no?
talked to an ex :  not today.
miss someone :  i have nobody to miss now. I’m so empty. Like Soho on Wednesdays. EMPTY.
eat :   yesh? on wad days do i not eat? mebe on dead day.
best feeling in the world :  knowing I CAN DO MATHS.
you sleep with stuffed animals :  i used to. but i have a breathing disorder so now i can’t.
what’s under your bed :  a bit of space for spiders and shit + missing hairclips + batteries and funny things.
who do you really hate :  i hate a girl called Diana and i wanna beat her up and i hate nobody else and lizards.
what time is it now :  it is nooowwww…8.25, hwy?
is there a person who is in your mind right now :  yes, Diana, cos u made me answer dat question, bitch.
do you want children :  yes YES YES!! sumtimes no.. but YES!
do you smile often :   YEAAAAAA BABEYY~~  *hamsap face*
do you like your own handwriting :  yes, many peoples likes it toos.
are your toenails painted :  yes, it’s gold, teehee^^
whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :  NOBODY’S BED IS COMFY LIKE MINE.
what colour is the shirt you’re wearing now : pink & brown.
what are you doing at 700pm yesterday :  HMM. *thinks* -i dun rmr-have to ask ollie- OWH, i think i was home, editing photos.
i can’t wait till :   Mulu trip is over, and Bali trip to come.
when did you cry last :  the nite zongie was sad.
are you a friendly person :  SO FRIENDLY AH, CIBAI HU SAY I AM NOT?
do you have any pets :  fishes. i give u lo? i HATE them.
where’s the person you have feelings for right now :  the person closest to L-O-V-E?  ..in Singapore.
did the last person you held hands with means anything to you :  Mum, crossing the road. Yes, she means sumsing.
do you sleep with the TV on :  no bcos i might not wake up cos the radiation caused me to die in my sleep.
what are you doing right now :  rushing thru dis infinity of questions so i can go out with Ollie in time.
have you ever crawled through a window :  never, but i climbed over my gate. 
can you handle the truth :  depends. wad is it?
are you too forgiving :  i used to. and i realised, too forgiving is sometimes = too stupid.
are you closer to your mother or father :   let me think. emotionally and in trouble-y, my mum. Financially, my daddy. *clapclap*
who was the last person you cried in front of :  Ollie & Steph, the day after zongie was sad.
how many people can you really say you loved :  u mean boys? 1 - Alvin Bong.  frens? 10 - Gerald Kho, Ollie. Of cos i love the rest too like u, Steve.Phoebe.
do you eat healthily :  no, eww.
do you still have pictures of you and your ex:   no, the com guy deleted them cos he likes me. i’m kidding. but he DID delete them.
have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : yes, that’s why i need to beat her up.
how often do you go to church :  used to be every Saturday. if you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to :   Ollie.
are you loud or quiet most of the time :  quiet? *LIE*!!! okay, i’m loud. SUPER LOUD.
are you confident :  about wad? not maths.

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5 things i’m doing 10 years ago : (9)
1` play with Ian and Nasha ( neighbor ) outside my hse; "stiff leg race".
2` watch tv
3` watch more tv. all day. all night. yeahhh babeyy *rubs control*
4` schooling - primary 3, i got caned on my butt for not doing homework. I scored my highest EVER mark for maths, 82%.
5` playing ‘catcher’ every morning, recess, and dismissal.

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5 things on my to-do list today :
1` go with Ollie to tuition centre
2` go buy hair ties so i can tie my hair in Mulu
3` take William’s photo for my Eng Tao Kia List
4` tell daddy which camera i wan.
5` charge my phone. it keeps beeping "low batt".

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5 snacks i enjoy :
1`  butter sugar toast
2`  potato wedges
3`  sausage french toast
4`  Ruffles, cheddar cheese
5`  McDeluxe chicken with curly fries  *hungrying*

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5 things i would do if i’m a billionaire :
1- i would BUY a private villa in the Ritz Carlton, Bali.
2- buy my Fairlady 350z, get it stuck with a "Party Girl" windscreen sticker and have LV linings and ceiling.
3- get me & myself LV, Prada, Dior, Jimmy Choo, BCBG, Bebe, Baby Phat, Mont Blanc, Dolce & Gabanna, Escada, Hugo Boss, and MTV.
4- buy a private jet sprayed with "the bitch flies" and it’s gonna be like pearl white with flashy pink tail.
5- bring Alex Tan to the Carribean and try to kao him der with red lobster, red wine, red roses, and red lingerie!!

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5 of my bad habits :
1-  i’m so stubborn, dat u are NEVER right, and i am ALWAYS right.
2-  bursting out violently wen i am unable to control my temper. sorry guy at soho, sorry guy at kaya & toast.
3-  unable to control hungriness.
4-  i bite my nails.
5-  i eat very messily, it looks like i am disabled o autistic o smth.

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5 places i have lived in :
1- Rock rd, near Rod’s house.
2- Tabuan desa, near Lodge.
3- Ong Tiang Swee, near Colours.
4- my Merdeka Palace apartment every CNY and school hols except last year.

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5 jobs i’ve had :
1- feng shui stuff.
2- girlfriend.
3- daughter.
4- teacher to my brother.
5- … hmm.

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i tag
1* S TE P H_*  @ <iamsteph-07.blogspot.com >
2* gKhO @ < d3sire.blogspot.com >
3* aLieyhee boo < thewalkingantidrug.blogspot.com >
4* Doreennn!!! < doreensmiles.blogspot.com >
5* ShErry~~ < loveydoveysherry.blogspot.com >

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EEYAAAYYSSS~~~ *shakes my bombom*    =*

It’s like NEARLY SATURDAY!! a few more hours to go,…but then a bit more hours to PARTY TIMEEE~~~

No, no occasion.

Just, Saturday. *teehees*

BESIDES… i’m leaving for Mulu on the 28th and staying for 7 whole days. WTF am i gonna do ther? 7 DAYS!!! . .. i’m gonna come back looking like a Mulu bat. I’m going to be with NUTHING as in, really nothing… for 7 days. No reception, no tvs, no nothing. Not even chinese boys, i heard.

I’ll be in the wild, like the seriously no escape kind of wild. Not the party wild.

Haiz.

What did i do today? *thinks with much effort*

I went to lunch @ Mdm Tang [ Petanak ] with Ollie & Steph.

We lazed around and ate, i cried about | a z | for a while, then managed to get into an okay mood. Teehee^^  Next stop was The Spring.

I bought these supereallicious lashes.   Cindy — RM11.90

*of cous if u like those simple and "natural" ones *rolls eyes* dey r cheaper. Like RM6.00; but the glue is a bitch, so buy The Face Shop ones if u want.

It’s my latest craze. Weehoo.

AND I WAS RIGHT;

STEPH DOES HATE PINK.

But i dunno why she thought of trying a new colour lying around at home.. i think she din noe it would come out so pink, it’s so pink even gay ppl like me think it’s gay! — and it’s pinker than my nose shoes.

**LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW~!!!!!! SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO SOHO