FirE LicKin HawT

O.M.F.G. like Owh My Effin Gawd SERIOUSLY.

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Today was like as usual, class class class becos kids need education for sum reason unknown to them unless they are nerds^^  –  and i got a msg frm my mommy while i was halfway admiring how sexily short my dress was, and while lesbianly mooching and mucking with Veronica :-

    " hai sweetie, ur mommy here. ( no duhh ) eh,.. i wud like you to stay away from those nigerians dat come over here to study in some colleges in town. I had just had some very bad news about our teaching assistant who was befriended by them and was raped brutally by 3 of them. Gosh darling, she was just a mess. my heart cried out for her. i’m still trying to get over what i saw this morning. YOU be careful. Sometimes ppl are not wad they seem to be. "

( p/s : of cous i added in the ‘no duhh’ in brackets part i dun tink my mumsy wud say "duhh" if she did i’m so uncool. n..she did NOT jus "i wud-like-u-to-hate-ppl-i-hate" me. )

For the general audience’s importance, i shall disclose some probably not so nice stuff which is spposed to be confidential.

The teaching assistant in question, of course i shall not name… but as most of u noe, she’s obviously my mum’s colleague in Lodge School.

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What did happen?

Basically the facts relayed began with this teaching assistant ( teacher on hand in kindergarten & lower primary classes ) … made friends with sum nigerian dude from one of the colleges - which i dunno if i shud name in case i get sued and i’m not as rich as bfore and i might die paying it off - but anyways one night he went looking for her with another 2 friends and ended up at her doorstep.

                                             

When they managed to get into her house, they beat her up brutally to shut her up, completely condemning her whole damn face into bruises and bloodshot veins; they actually fucking ripped her hair to probably pull her down or something…or mebe she tried to run and they pulled at her hair with..i dunno, crazy animosity, til one whole patch of hair on the left side of her head came out, leaving it raw and bleeding. … .. chao cibai, i pull one strand of Patrick’s hair i ord get killed… imagine having a whole clump of ur goddamn hair being pulled out with no mercy!!!! — fucking unconscienced brutality. A dog can’t even kill another - but men who claim they have pride and dignity can do this??!  *KA-POOIIII AH!!!*spits on rapist if i had the ultimate chance*

Her breasts were covered in savage bites — YES, i mean bite marks as in teeth marks…NO!! like teeth holes, becos they actually cut into her flesh n the bite marks were bleeding, they actually bit her breasts and nipples til it bled, and she was raped from the front and her anus;;;

…she was sub-conscious when Cikgu Florinda Goh found her — yeaps, i’m talking about the teacher hu calls us idiots and hu pinches our ears. She apparently called to check on this teacher because Cikgu Goh noes dat she’s like single n living alone n thoughtfully called to check on her. She’s got heart, okay. ( although i fucking don’t forgive her for calling me stupid and she thinks my hair looks like a bull’s ) .. she had these strangle bruises on her neck where they tried to strangle her probably to death. Her hair and scalp was awful to look at. Her body so savaged.

( Omg rite and my mum was so pissed she called them bastards - i mean, this is my mum : she thinks "suck" is a bad word; "school sucks" and she tells me i shudn’t say very bad things like "sucks" so if she says bastard it’s like WHOA bitch alert )

                                        

( p/s again : dead person in icon is rapist, not mocking victim )

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* now she’s sot as in, really sot. She sits in a daze, she looks terrible with the wounds and her bald bleeding patch where they ripped her hair out, …she…i don’t know. It’s a major waste. Before this she was a teacher those kids would rmr. Now she’s got nth. She jus sits in a daze and can’t really talk and is a bit.. off. .. i want to ask u, U THINK THIS IS FAIR?!

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….so u’ve seen it on tv wen it happened to that poor little girl in Kl..Nurin, and u’ve heard it on the news..

WHAT YOU GONNA DO WHEN IT HAPPENS TO SOMEONE YOU KNOW, SOMEONE YOU SEE EVERYDAY, SOMEONE YOU CARE FOR — AND FOR YOU TO NEVER FEAR OR EXPECT IT TO HAPPEN, IT HAPPENS, AND IT IS THE MOST HELPLESS TRAGIC THING YOU HAVE EVER FELT. AND THE RAPIST IS NO STRANGER. HE’S THE GUY U MSGED THIS MORNING. HE’S THE GUY U KNEW FROM SCHOOL. WOULD YOU FEEL ANGRY? WOULD YOU BE RACIST? WOULD YOU BE DEVASTATED? WHAT YOU GONNA DO?

This is what distorts perception so much.

You noe, categorised bias. Racism.

Makes you think the problem is not the act — the problem is the PEOPLE. In other words, the problem ( speaking with effect of distorted perception ) …is not that this bright young teacher got raped — problem was, she was raped by nigerians. Get wad i mean now?~~

It makes me feel like i have to stay away from all of them which i WILL willingly do since i am already partially racist anyway, but i’m jus saying that, it seems unfair sumtimes wen i think of it cous i dun think all of them can be rapists.

I don’t mean to just lash it out on blacks. I’ve got nigerian friends - likee Emmanuel, and he’s not weird.

But doesn’t it make you angry that someone comes to your country and does this not to YOUR PPL but to YOUR PEEPS as in someone you actually noe and care about. Ur friend. Ur sisters. Ur colleagues.

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A guy makes random phone calls to ur friend, and u already threaten to break the guy’s dick. A guy adds you on msn when he doesn’t know u…like Veron..as in ‘Venom’; and u already ask him to go n die. What if that girl was as closely linked to me, as she was to you? What if she was your friend? — the one u jus limteh with yesterday, the one u jus watched a movie with las nite, the one u club with on Saturdays?

Point is, be careful, girls.

>> I’ve never imagined rape to be that …barbaric. Real nabeh kias man.. kanineh.. chao maihai, seriously shud go n DIE.

One day these men are going to fall in love with a girl, they are going to find a girl they wanna spend the rest of their lives with.. as with every other guy… how can u trust urself to love her?

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HOW? HOW THE FUCK CAN U DO DAT TO A GIRL LIKE SHE’S SOMETHING SO WORTHLESS, IT WOULDN’T EVEN MATTER IF SHE DIED?!!! HUH?! HOW IN FUCK’S NAME CAN U FUCKING THINK OF DOING SUCH A FUCKED UP THING TO A GIRL?! SHE IS NOT A DOG, SHE IS NOT ANYTHING THAT BELONGS TO YOU. SHE IS A GIRL. EQUALLY AS HUMAN AS U. SHE IS SOMEBODY’S DAUGHTER, AND ONE DAY U WILL HAVE A DAUGHTER TOO, AND I WONDER…. I WONDER. I WONDER, IF YOU WOULD EVER HAVE FEAR THAT UR DAUGHTER MIGHT GET RAPED? Would u be afraid of ppl like urself? Would you love a girl and and give her everything pure and good and make love to her in not a harmful way, yet be capable of such a crime?

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…and u noe what? IF ur daughter DOES get raped? — I WONDER IF UR GOING TO FEEL ANGRY. At who? Will u forget what u did? Would u think back on what u did? WOULD U REGRET IT?! ….then mebe u’l be thankful u didn’t kill her too. At what? Did the rapist do a better job on ur kid? Or did u do it better with this girl?

I WISH SO BAD FOR KARMA TO WORK ON THEM AS QUICKLY AS KARMA WORKS ON ME.

Sumtimes i think about it and i hate men so much.

I hate how they can just have sex without having feelings.

I hate how they can be so savage jus cos they are horny.

I hate how even if u rape them they enjoy it but our lives will completely be destroyed.

I hate how rapists are such demons.

I hate how they treat women like dirt. Just cos u got a stick and i don’t? Don’t forget, without a hole to poke ur stick into, ur stick is useless.

I hate how they cheat easier than a girl can, when they defend to their death that LOVE is the one thing that makes a man weak.

I hate how they… *sigh* can be so good too.

I hate how the things i love most in the world are men.

They make the world beautiful 

         

      

         

         

                      

See? i’m so completely useless.

U NOE WAD ELSE I HATE?!!~~ 

I HATE MEN HU ADD ME IN MSN FOR SEX BECAUSE DEY CAN’T EVEN GET IT IN REAL LIFE ( from other chicks of course ) COS IT MAKES ME FEEL LOW TOO!! WTF DO I HAVE "PLEASE FUCK ME" ALL OVER MY FACE?!!! EVEN IF IT DID, IT’S NOT FOR U TO READ COS UR TOO DUMB TO READ IT RIGHT COUS U WER BZ WANKING IN CLASS WHEN THE GODDAMN TEACHER WAS TEACHING!!!

( as i type this, a little fucker by the e-mail of in8105@hotmail.com, called ‘Johnny’, just added me and asked me if i’m open-minded )

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[[  U noe, i just gotta say this cos i'm on the topic now, i think these ppl are REALLY SMART. Like fo real. See, they always approach me with the first line "r u open minded?" -- so it's like asking "r u smart?", resulting in, "if u are smart, have sex with me/u r open minded? let's have sex". U see? so u dun wan to admit ur not open minded becos ur an urban hot chick and u dun wan to meddle with horny online fuglies so yeah, i'm jus saying they are pretty smart to think of lines like dat. ]]

I hate the world.

I think it’s coming to an end.

      

~ by buttaflysheepy on September 3, 2008.